As the title suggests, I was looking to ask an intrapersonal question and was wondering if this would be the appropriate site? I understand this SE is more about sociology than psychology but there is no SE as of yet that covers the psychology aspect of life.
It's mostly about wanting to regain a part of you that was lost as you grew older. As an example, say that you want to believe in santa clause again. But no matter how hard you try to re-establish this belief, it simply won't happen because you have reached a level of critical thinking that does not allow you to. But you really want to regain those beliefs or at least live like how you did in the past because you found that during those times, you were at peace with life.